I mean it was a fine day. I had a dr appointment this morning. Kelly watched the kids. I had a pap smear done and lots of blood taken then. I came home had a sandwich it was so good :) sometimes sandwiches just hit the spot.
I have that 'not to my full potential' feeling today. I feel too exhausted to do anything to help. I would like to be good at something. I would like to be more private when I talk. I would like to be a maker of beautiful things. (Well I did aid in making 4 beautiful children, but that was mostly the work of God.) I want to be satisfied with little and simple. Could I be a quiet one? In the back round and calming and doing the dutiful thing? A strong sense of duty. The one who breaths in and out and smiles and moves forward bringing along the ones who need me with out a complaint. A one foot in front of the other peaceful home maker.
so there. tea cups and flower arrangements- neatness- hostess you know..
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